(click and drag the black space to find the secret circle)
since my introduction to eckhart tolle, zen buddhism and the ongoing quest for “living in the moment”, my foolishness has only grown.
i’ve never quite sustained an ongoing present moment awareness.
it always comes and goes. it always just vanishes!
i feel like a fool for having believed for so long that it’s even possible to somehow live in a trance-like state, transcending the linear perception of time and witnessing the uncontrollable is-ness of being without prejudice.
writing this makes me feel aware of these things, closer to the moment.
it’s a paradox. the cage sets me free.
it’s in times like these that i’m glad i gave up coffee. otherwise i’d anxiously take these silly scribbles seriously.